so they called me again.
i caved. they said they'd give me a year for $77, and i freakin caved. because i love it. so much. and i spend at least 100 minutes EVERYDAY commuting. so i caved. i bought it, even though i'm already going to be in trouble this month with all the extras i have to pay for.
i don't feel bad. i'm just being honest. i wanted it. and i have been doing well, with the lock down.
but not saying that i bought it makes me a big liar. so there you have it.
i'm not changed. just trying to change.